Do you hear that??
That infernal pinging and ringing from phone calls, emails, and texts coming from the Blackberry? It's been going on all darn day.
DON'T answer it!
Why? Because I'm hiding.
Yes, I'm hiding from lovely friends with good intentions.
If the truth were to be told, I've been hiding from the majority of them for months now....
Actually, it is a constant source of amazement to me that I haven't been hiding (too much, I don't think) from you. Sure, I've pulled back a bit and don't tell you everything that is on my mind....but for the most part, you know where I'm at; what a state my mind has been in lately.
The few times I've run into them, the lovely friends with good intentions, they've seen the "happy, everything is ok", Gigi. La-la-la-la.
And just how do you make these lovely friends with good intentions understand that you don't want to come out and play? Or celebrate. Because right this very minute, as far as you ("you" being me for the remainder of this post-lest you [no, YOU] get confused) are concerned this isn't the time to go play. There is nothing to celebrate. You have far too much to worry about for that kind of fluff.
Then the guilt begins to kick in - because ya know? They DO have good intentions.....but still.....
So what do you do? You begin to seriously contemplate "accidentally" dropping the phone into the toilet.
You know...so you can be totally incommunicado.....darn it! Sssh! It's going off again!